Thursday, May 31, 2012

Territory

So you think it's important now..to want to prove a point to me. By trying to "mark" your territory. Didn't I tell you, you clown..that all you do is juggle. You said you only juggle three well who is the third? Got me wondering now. You said it's actually "multi-tasking" and not juggling though.  Do you realize you are asking quite a great deal of me. What do I say now? 

I think it's funny that suddenly it is so important to you or at least you want to pretend like it's so important to you to want to "claim" me..claim her..claim whoever. You can't go around peeing on every tree it just doesn't work like that. Why because you fear you'll really lose me to someone else? Because I told you that you don't deserve that crown that I gave you. 

You said if she leaves you're going to go too and that you're not gunna go without me too, I told you this three's company thing isn't going to work. I value myself way more than that whether she can learn from me or not that's not MY place and I refuse to be the teacher.  I'm not sure how she feels about it but maybe just maybe she and myself should sit down and have a discussion (so long as she makes up her mind as to whether she wants to fight me/hate me/befriend me/whatever) cause this is rather ridiculous. 

I really believe the antics are cause you don't want me to have anyone else possibly replacing what I had once felt for you. Can't you see that it's too late? Too late to try and show me you want me now. Too late to talk shit about running away together because when I was ready..when I was holding YOU down I found out I was only holding myself down. Fuck the bull na na. Where do we go from here. 

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