You must first know love before you can know hate..or is it the other way around?
I was driving home from school today..
Sun beaming
Feeling complacent? Maybe..
Why not.
I realize life's blessings although at times I can be selfish but aren't we all at times?
Why not be happy?
I have a job, I have a car, I have a roof over my head, a place to sleep at night, clothes on my back
What I feel like I need will come in time..patience is more than a virtue..
In my mind I have an idea..>.< oh what dreams may come!!
More incomplete ramblings haha.
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Thursday, March 29, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Xo/The host
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FFSCF0gXt0
It's about 4:51 into the song...
Last night I was zoning out..I don't know why that part of the song really puts me somewhere else
I'll continue this another time..
I meant it when I said you're lucky to have someone willing to fight for you. Have I said this already somewhere? I very well may have. I bet she watches you while you sleep just like I did. Watch your breathing. Every inhale and every expelling exhale. I bet she wonders what it is you may or may not be dreaming about. I bet she makes mental notes of every line and curve of your body. Every bump, bruise, scar, and tattoo. I bet she places her head on your chest to really feel and listen to your heart beat...She does right? She would have to. She can tell when things just aren't right, when you aren't okay even when you say you are. She knows right? Tell me she does. Please tell me that she takes care of you while you are sick in bed from having too much to drink the night because you drink excessively to ease your ailing mind. Is it what you wanted? Is it everything you ever hoped for? Are you satisfied? Are you Happy? Does she make you happy? I pray that you are.
I hope that you stay out there. Don't ever return, but if you do don't come back to me. You said I was what anyone would ever want. What if I said that was too much? I'm too simple for that. This shit got me so far gone.
It's about 4:51 into the song...
Last night I was zoning out..I don't know why that part of the song really puts me somewhere else
I'll continue this another time..
I meant it when I said you're lucky to have someone willing to fight for you. Have I said this already somewhere? I very well may have. I bet she watches you while you sleep just like I did. Watch your breathing. Every inhale and every expelling exhale. I bet she wonders what it is you may or may not be dreaming about. I bet she makes mental notes of every line and curve of your body. Every bump, bruise, scar, and tattoo. I bet she places her head on your chest to really feel and listen to your heart beat...She does right? She would have to. She can tell when things just aren't right, when you aren't okay even when you say you are. She knows right? Tell me she does. Please tell me that she takes care of you while you are sick in bed from having too much to drink the night because you drink excessively to ease your ailing mind. Is it what you wanted? Is it everything you ever hoped for? Are you satisfied? Are you Happy? Does she make you happy? I pray that you are.
I hope that you stay out there. Don't ever return, but if you do don't come back to me. You said I was what anyone would ever want. What if I said that was too much? I'm too simple for that. This shit got me so far gone.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Bien Ambien..
I woke up in a complete fog..I love it when my body feels lifeless when my limbs just hang..I can't feel a fucking thing. O to be numb head to toe..to sleep. The love love love of sleep. I will have no other love but that of sleep. My get away. Sleep will always cure the sadness..sleep will always cure the madness..wakefulness..nah. The living? Why bother? Let me be at peace in my bed. With not a care in the world. I can't think of you..I can't feel you. Mmm..what a smug look I get on my face. Oh zombify me..
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