Xo/The host

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FFSCF0gXt0

It's about 4:51 into the song...

Last night I was zoning out..I don't know why that part of the song really puts me somewhere else

I'll continue this another time..

I meant it when I said you're lucky to have someone willing to fight for you. Have I said this already somewhere? I very well may have. I bet she watches you while you sleep just like I did. Watch your breathing. Every inhale and every expelling exhale. I bet she wonders what it is you may or may not be dreaming about. I bet she makes mental notes of every line and curve of your body. Every bump, bruise, scar, and tattoo.  I bet she places her head on your chest to really feel and listen to your heart beat...She does right? She would have to.  She can tell when things just aren't right, when you aren't okay even when you say you are.  She knows right? Tell me she does. Please tell me that she takes care of you while you are sick in bed from having too much to drink the night because you drink excessively to ease your ailing mind. Is it what you wanted? Is it everything you ever hoped for? Are you satisfied? Are you Happy? Does she make you happy? I pray that you are.
 I hope that you stay out there. Don't ever return, but if you do don't come back to me. You said I was what anyone would ever want. What if I said that was too much? I'm too simple for that. This shit got me so far gone.