she might be a bitch but shes never a quitter
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Devil
I try my hardest no not to let the devil in
I try my hardest no not to let the devil in
He is the devils kin
He is the devils sin
He make the devil grin
I'll never let him in
I'll never let him win
I try my hardest no not to let the devil in
He is the devils kin
He is the devils sin
He make the devil grin
I'll never let him in
I'll never let him win
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
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Monday, August 16, 2010
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Keep This
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
I want you to keep this in your heart and mind....remember the times and people you care most about do not hold on to those who hurt you, try an learn how to trust but...try your best not to be naive...as you know your heart is a rare and precious thing and unfortunately there are many who will hurt you and fill you with half truths and lies its a sad fact...that you can never know whats real and who is real and thats just life we all walk around mindless looking for...searching for something to satisfy, pacify, or preoccupy, us.
I want you to keep this in your heart and mind....remember the times and people you care most about do not hold on to those who hurt you, try an learn how to trust but...try your best not to be naive...as you know your heart is a rare and precious thing and unfortunately there are many who will hurt you and fill you with half truths and lies its a sad fact...that you can never know whats real and who is real and thats just life we all walk around mindless looking for...searching for something to satisfy, pacify, or preoccupy, us.
Remember When
Friday, March 14, 2008
ill let the music pound in my ears...let it take me away. i remember the days when the sun felt warm and the wind was soothing and i’d blare the music and become one with the sound. and i’d drive. sing out loud and drive. feel and become numb. put everything behind me. let the music take me. let the road unfold ahead of me. lost in transit. letting go. shades on. and i remember how it felt. freeing to get away from the world. just me and the music. just me and the sound. becoming one with the open road. and the sun and the sky. the carefree times. times when there wasnt much to be concerned with. yupp. those were the days.
ill let the music pound in my ears...let it take me away. i remember the days when the sun felt warm and the wind was soothing and i’d blare the music and become one with the sound. and i’d drive. sing out loud and drive. feel and become numb. put everything behind me. let the music take me. let the road unfold ahead of me. lost in transit. letting go. shades on. and i remember how it felt. freeing to get away from the world. just me and the music. just me and the sound. becoming one with the open road. and the sun and the sky. the carefree times. times when there wasnt much to be concerned with. yupp. those were the days.
On Relationships Part 1
Sunday, December 16, 2007
what are the purposes of relationships? i have seen people do some crazy things because they were in a "relationship". see i havent been in many relationships to be honest and they never lasted all that long...its hard to be with someone, its hard to trust someone.its hard to open up to someone, its hard to relate to someone...relationships are just hard. its hard to find someone that you can get along with without them getting on ur last nerve. its hard not to get into arguments. its hard not to be selfish and only think about yourself. BUTTTTTTTT.....we all do it anyways....yea as much as many of us try to stay away from relationships its something that draws us to someone of the opposite sex or if u prefer same sex....and sometimes you hear about couples that have been together for like 50 years and think aww how cute... and then you begin to wonder if its possible. you think people could actually be together for so long without killing eachother or losing their minds...
and its hard to think that the person that you might find youself in love with was once in love with someone else....and what happens to those feelings once shared between them...does the love go away? where does it go? and what about you yourself, how do you feel about it? is it possible to be only friends with someone you were once in love with?
its something to think about....
what are the purposes of relationships? i have seen people do some crazy things because they were in a "relationship". see i havent been in many relationships to be honest and they never lasted all that long...its hard to be with someone, its hard to trust someone.its hard to open up to someone, its hard to relate to someone...relationships are just hard. its hard to find someone that you can get along with without them getting on ur last nerve. its hard not to get into arguments. its hard not to be selfish and only think about yourself. BUTTTTTTTT.....we all do it anyways....yea as much as many of us try to stay away from relationships its something that draws us to someone of the opposite sex or if u prefer same sex....and sometimes you hear about couples that have been together for like 50 years and think aww how cute... and then you begin to wonder if its possible. you think people could actually be together for so long without killing eachother or losing their minds...
and its hard to think that the person that you might find youself in love with was once in love with someone else....and what happens to those feelings once shared between them...does the love go away? where does it go? and what about you yourself, how do you feel about it? is it possible to be only friends with someone you were once in love with?
its something to think about....
Vinyl
Monday, December 14, 2009 at 8:00am
The same record on playing over and over again in my mind...when?
When will you break the cycle? Sitting in the chair blankly staring, gazing, hypnotized. Get up...shake the dust off and move. The needle is disturbed on the record. Getting up going over to the record player and smashing the vinyl on the floor. Sit back down. Relax.
The same record on playing over and over again in my mind...when?
When will you break the cycle? Sitting in the chair blankly staring, gazing, hypnotized. Get up...shake the dust off and move. The needle is disturbed on the record. Getting up going over to the record player and smashing the vinyl on the floor. Sit back down. Relax.
Pour
Thursday, January 21, 2010 at 5:48pm
Let the Earth crumble from beneath my feet
I am still standing Unwavering
On broken ground I am still here
All things that were meant to hold true All things that stand the test of time
No of those were you
Constantly being pushed and pulled by the ocean's tides
Would you be there
Your battleship is sunk White flag is in the air
I call you a quitter
I call you the loser
For I am unwavering
For I am resilient
The point of no return
Let the Earth crumble from beneath my feet
I am still standing Unwavering
On broken ground I am still here
All things that were meant to hold true All things that stand the test of time
No of those were you
Constantly being pushed and pulled by the ocean's tides
Would you be there
Your battleship is sunk White flag is in the air
I call you a quitter
I call you the loser
For I am unwavering
For I am resilient
The point of no return
Hmph.
Friday, July 9, 2010 at 10:09am
Right now I'm feelin like. If they had an opportunity they'd do bad things to me. The kinds of things that bullies do. Like the stupid lil cliques from middle school. The way they give me dirty looks. They're sharks. They have no reason to hate me. They have no reason to dislike me. What he said wasn't always the whole truth but at the same time what he said wasn't a whole lie. At least about them. He warned me about them. That they'd smile in my face and that they'd act cool but they'd be the first to attack you. I got to see it first hand. They made an attempt against me. They may have plotted against me. But Still I rise. From the flames and the ash as I always do. Guess they don't know about me.
Maybe you're remorseful yet maybe you aren't. Correct that. Maybe I can just see it on your oft scarce face. It's the bed you must lay in. I hope you're happy now. Because best believe you're sorry.
Right now I'm feelin like. If they had an opportunity they'd do bad things to me. The kinds of things that bullies do. Like the stupid lil cliques from middle school. The way they give me dirty looks. They're sharks. They have no reason to hate me. They have no reason to dislike me. What he said wasn't always the whole truth but at the same time what he said wasn't a whole lie. At least about them. He warned me about them. That they'd smile in my face and that they'd act cool but they'd be the first to attack you. I got to see it first hand. They made an attempt against me. They may have plotted against me. But Still I rise. From the flames and the ash as I always do. Guess they don't know about me.
Maybe you're remorseful yet maybe you aren't. Correct that. Maybe I can just see it on your oft scarce face. It's the bed you must lay in. I hope you're happy now. Because best believe you're sorry.
Rain
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 at 12:55am
Dark grey clouds billowing as far as the eye can see. Wet glistening pavement. Thunder booming loudly. Cracking with every strike. She is running. Down this two lane road. Hoodie soaking wet. Water trickling down her face. Burning her deep already drowned eyes. Succumb to the feeling. Fists clenched. Fingers locked key removed. Don't fight the feeling. Feel that rain pouring against your back. Pleading. The rain is pleading. Please take me back. But no the clouds hath a fury unforseen.
Dark grey clouds billowing as far as the eye can see. Wet glistening pavement. Thunder booming loudly. Cracking with every strike. She is running. Down this two lane road. Hoodie soaking wet. Water trickling down her face. Burning her deep already drowned eyes. Succumb to the feeling. Fists clenched. Fingers locked key removed. Don't fight the feeling. Feel that rain pouring against your back. Pleading. The rain is pleading. Please take me back. But no the clouds hath a fury unforseen.
Feather
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 at 12:55am
The sun is obscured by the bountiful clouds
the image is that of an old black and white photo
once again standing on the double solid lines in the middle of a street
void of cars, people, noise
There is no sound. No heart beat. No feeling. No emotion.
There is nothing but a blankness, yet a brightness.
The sun's light is a white light. Not golden. Not yellow. Eyes that gazed through it all.
Empty and remote. As a feather drifts slowly down from above.
Drifting. Ever. So. Slowly.
The sun is obscured by the bountiful clouds
the image is that of an old black and white photo
once again standing on the double solid lines in the middle of a street
void of cars, people, noise
There is no sound. No heart beat. No feeling. No emotion.
There is nothing but a blankness, yet a brightness.
The sun's light is a white light. Not golden. Not yellow. Eyes that gazed through it all.
Empty and remote. As a feather drifts slowly down from above.
Drifting. Ever. So. Slowly.
Snow
Running. Fleeting into the woods.
Ground covered with powdered snow.
Her footprints show where she has been as she creates a new trail with where she is going.
Shes an outcast in this snowglobe of a place.
She's dressed in all black.
The moisture seeps in to her clothes.
Cheeks rosy from the cold.
Cold cold feeling. Fingers sting.
The numbness of it all.
Looking for a way out.
For a Place to be warm.
Ground covered with powdered snow.
Her footprints show where she has been as she creates a new trail with where she is going.
Shes an outcast in this snowglobe of a place.
She's dressed in all black.
The moisture seeps in to her clothes.
Cheeks rosy from the cold.
Cold cold feeling. Fingers sting.
The numbness of it all.
Looking for a way out.
For a Place to be warm.
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