This is going to sound a lil redic..but maybe all I need is..touch. I say this because I was in a mood all day but when a particular someone (not B) came up behind me at the trash can I realized my mood changed. Although he put his finger to my head and said "you couldve just got shot girl"
I didn't connect it until I was driving home and noticed my improved mood. I was thinking about when B asked me if I thought I could tolerate him and I know I told him previously that I could but emotionally I think I just can't do it. Although I would be glad if he would just hold me for a while. I don't know why. Stupid though if you ask me and would probably only make things worse for me emotionally. I have a feeling I won't be hearing from him..I wouldn't mind it though. It would be nice to get other things done although first I need a clear head. It will come..it will come..it will come.
Captain Cutthroat.
That's who I have to be.
Fuck you.
Not me.
(:
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