Last night for the first time in a while I took an ambien. It kicked in much faster than anticipated and I was really out of it trying to move about the house. Then in my daze I managed to turn on "Limitless" I have no idea why or what was happening just seeing bright colors on the tv. Talk about weird. I woke up this morning still feeling pretty tired. My phone rang around 10:30am it was a Las Vegas Phone number so I decided to answer. It was Bobby's cousin Aaron apparently Bobby knew I couldn't get in touch with him and had to figure out his aunt's phone number so that they could Three way call me. (Three way calling is not permitted but they did it anyways) I surprised they didn't catch on because the calls are heavily monitored. One time we were talking and it disconnected because it suspected a three way attempt. Anyways I proceeded to ask him what he was going to do when he was released and he said he wants to do boxing and it's like no not like that. Where are you going to go? What about your living situation? He wants to figure it out one day at a time but I'm trying to have him seriously think about what he's going to do and have a game plan but he kinda sounds like he has sex on the brain also. That's something else I keep reiterating to him. No, no, no, no, no, no. I told him you don't got it like that. You can't leave and come back in my life expecting all to be fine and dandy and that I'm just going to hand myself over to you mentally, physically, and emotionally. What the hell?
I can see how many visits he has used and available and it doesn't look like they went to go see him. Maybe they will today. I don't know if he'll listen to me but he ought to. I know whats best for him simply. It's like taking care of a big kid. Things will be okay. This will all get sorted out. With or without me.
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