Delve

So I woke up very late for bootcamp. I woke up about 10 after 6 when I usually wake up at 5. We typically start at 6:30 so I was in quite the hurry. I made it there on time but my goodness I am tired. I woke up feeling just like last night. Exhausted, mentally, physically, emotionally. All bad. So aside from the usual nonsense going on...a girl whose boyfriend works next door to me was telling me that they cut his hours a lot. I told her he should be grateful he has a job. I don't know what she told him but he turned around and told his bosses that we said over here that they were firing him. His managers came and bitched out my parents who in turn bitched me out. Wow..seriously? On top of everything else. -___- that is so my face right now. Not to mention I found out today of the 30 pounds I had lost I gained back 13. WOO the good news keeps on coming.
I need a drink please..and some sleep please...and to get away from everything and everyone. Feels like I can't trust anyone. This world is so cruel and heartless. And then people wonder why I keep to myself/don't go out/don't hang out with anyone. I hope today gets better and goes by smoothly...I really need to get back into bed.