Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Foreseeable

I got a text today from an unfamiliar number..but the same slang I had become so used to..
I said to myself. Hmph. As if I didn't see this coming. Just like I knew it would. Just like it always does.
Why me? As if he hasn't tortured me, she, himself?, us?, them? long enough. It's like really dude?
When is enough enough for you? Are you ever satisfied? You leave me high and dry on Valentine's day none the less, for your ex girlfriend/half sister/baby mama. To move back out here with her. And pop up like WASSUP? Really? That you want to see me and be around me again..REALLY? Are you outside your sideways mind?
You must be.
I've been fine and dandy. On my own. Doin my own little thing. Minding my own little business. AND GLAD actually glad that you aren't around destroying the things that I've built. You've made a mess of things and left me to pick up the pieces. Damned destroyer lol.
But you know karmatic discretion (yes I've invented that word) that's what I'm calling it. I'm too good natured for all that ill will bullshit. If need be it'll come back to you is how I see it.
I'm just praying I don't see you. I really hope you do not show your face.  I will keep my distance just stay the hell away from me. I can be your "friend" from a far. I always listen when need be. I've always been there. I've always been the same person. I'm praying that you find peace. I need you to find peace. So we can all be at peace. The drama is too much for anyone to take..especially a simple girl like myself. So the saga continues..or is it as the world turns..or is it days of our lives. How about cut the shit.


1 comment:

  1. http://www.youtube.com/embed/bKxodgpyGec

    keep yo head up chica ;-)

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