Reverberate

I spoke to Taira today (if it was really her) asking if I went to see him. I said no and that I don't even know where he is which is obviously a blatant lie. The point?

I'm choosing to lie to THEM on purpose. Why because everyone is playing that helpless/dumb role with me and I'm going to play in my own way. If you know the answer why ask me? If you have a way of finding out what you want to know..why ask me. Go your own way. I won't be part of it. Now I am thinking though. She said she's going to see him tomorrow and I wonder because she has no license and I believe criminal charges already against her. They also have no transportation right now (unless they get a ride.) Which is going to leave one whole hour or two half hour visits.  What will happen from here I'm not really sure as I can't get back in contact with him. I guess we'll see. I'm kinda mad that I can't get back in touch with him because I'd give him a warning about their visit.  Not sure what THEY visiting him would do.

Some of the things that's happened has shown me he needs a wake up call like:
I forget what we were talking about when we did speak last and he said "Fuck you" and I said "no Fuck You" and he said "how about I Fuck you" and I said "No" he goes "did you just say no?" I'm like "um YEAH I JUST SAID NO!" wow...really?
At the end of the visit he had the nerve to ask me for a kiss obviously he didn't get and really I'd rather smack him. 

I told him to see if he can try and call me in the morning and he said only if you love me then we got disconnected. 

Anyways..I'm pretty bothered by that conversation we had last night and how it ended because it's like how dare you... even bring that word up in a sentence...OOO that really irked me.