Histrionics

Frank Ocean- Thinking about you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWXC6Tz49OE&list=PL1BB9F624EAC53D32

Once I had said "people often find themselves (wanting to) cling(ing) to someone else"..it CAN kind of be like a sense of security. Its like the person on the end of a rope and you hold on for dear life.

I've been zoning out to a lot of music lately, been wanting to be alone and just play music, drink and sleep. Sometimes self loathing is so easy. Getting bogged down by the things in your brain can be so easy. Escaping on the other hand...not so much.

So tomorrow is Tuesday, suppose I'll be expecting a phone call...a favor to be asked (take me here, can we go there, I need to do this)...repeat performance..encore...ect. ect.

the back and fourth..the battle..I have grown restless, weary of the histrionics. Cease damn it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDxPIMWU8rc
the above link is to seven devils a song by Florence and the machine something I stumbled upon thanks to Pandora..I really like it. I'm so out of it right now though maybe I'll have more to say later.