Hawaii

You ever see or think you see a little or maybe even a lot a bit of yourself in someone else?
I see so much of him in myself..would I ever tell him? Probably not..because that would show weakness. Do you ever think youre friends make you out to be or even what others make you out to be for example..more than what you are or is it that complex...that we dont blame ourselves for things no matter how wrong they are...makes me wonder.

That was a little wordy...I'll break it down Barney style..Let's say a friend describes you a certain way but you think it's a little bit exaggerated. Is it really an exaggeration? Or is it really you not wanting to believe/own up to that?

Anyways..I'm feeling pretty relaxed. I slept terrible last night but I still managed to pull a great deal of energy out of myself at bootcamp actually the last few days I've been really going at it.  Today I even got a "Oh my Gosh" response from a few people during our team relays..I came to tag the next person in and was like RAWWWRR!

Yesterday...hmm not too much to say about yesterday actually.  B asked me how I feel about him...I told him I didn't know.  But I did tell him that as far as carrying any negative feelings towards him that he really can't hold that against me because you say sorry but then you do the same exact thing that you were initially sorry for..therefore the "sorry" actually meant nothing.

All this talk about leaving...I'm not sure I'd ever go. Almost positive I'd never go. It would take a miracle to talk me into going anywhere with that fool. Although, I did mention Hawaii just for the sake of it being paradise...expensive as hell but beautiful none the less plus I know I wouldn't go so I was just talking shit haha.