PEM

Had an interesting conversation with Pem

Me: sad as it is i miss that dumb nigga

made me feel like i was living on the edge kinda"

Pem: I really thought about what the hell you just said ...

& I understand where you're coming from.

Somehow...

I know you ain't lying about "feeling like you was living on the edge".

It's not bad to miss someone that you really care about ...

But ... it maybe bad to have feelings for someone who's not fully into you the way you are for them.

Not saying that he doesn't care for you either ...

But it's obvious he isn't on the same level you are.

Ijs.

Me: I know

It's not that serious..just miss being around him

presence

Pem: If it wasn't that serious, you wouldn't have mentioned it.

Me: you missing the point

i didnt mention it cause it was serious

serious would be pickin up and going out there

NOT

THAT

SERIOUS

comprende?

Pem: Si si ...

I understand.

But I have a question ...

Me: Hmm?

Pem: If you could, would you?

Me: nah

not my place..i mean my place is not with him

i mean sure he's good company but he's not a good person to be honest

Pem: Do you really feel that way? That he's not a good person?

Fuck what I think, how do you REALLY feel about him?

Me: he just is

he's a really really strange creature

lol

the words to describe him I can't say..predictably unpredictable maybe

in ways

don't know..I would be able to say if I knew/understood the workings of his mind

Pem: I hear ya ... you make sense.

Me: I don't know..I dunno when that fool is sincere or not..I don't know what he means..I don't know why he does the things he does..and I don't know why I ever cared