Anyways...
It's funny that we live in a world today where honesty is not appreciated.
In that case..
Go on then..hate me, dislike me, have choice words for me because I decided not to be that person to sit back and lie and drag you through hell and not give a damn like another person would/could.
Go on..take back all the nice things that were said and that you wanted to help and yadda ya..One lesson that will come in time is UNDERSTANDING.
Because a TRULY understanding person would never change who they are or the things they have said out of emotion. Really though. Could it be worse oh yes very very very much so..but I am not that person.
And I am not going to feel any type of way because I am me. I know me. I know my likes..my dislikes..what I want and what I NEED.
But what I will say..is that you are appreciated. You and who I accepted you for are appreciated and all of the good qualities and admirable qualities and rare qualities you possess are appreciated. That will NOT change. I don't really care what you or anyone else has to say in response to that cause this is MY blog where I will say whatever I damn well please..MMMKKAY.
http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/virgo.htm
Oh and on to other things..
I am indeed a curious creature..oh well.
I am at peace with who I am as a person..& I love myself. WHICH IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING. I just pray that everyone else can do the same.
So dumb dumb called on Monday. It was nice to hear from him and that things with Keesh are going well. I'm glad he's keeping out of trouble.
And there is a particular other someone who I was quite peeved with and I still am kinda actually..seriously if you're going to be a hoe just fucking be a hoe out in the open stop trying to lie about it because you're making yourself look like an idiot trying to hide it. I'm just sayyyyying. One day all of your bull nana is going to catch up and bite you REALLY hard in the ass.
WELL..
:p Happy Friday everyone
Happy Friday !
ReplyDeleteSorry if my comment is kinda long, but what you wrote here is interesting - especially the first part. If you think about it, everybody generally lies. Family members lie to each other, boyfriends get caught lying to girlfriends & vica versa. Matter fact, individuals even lie to themselves on a daily basis. So when the truth somehow finds its way into the light, it is viewed as being hideous instead of being recogized for its true beauty. Which is okay b/c the truth - it can show someone's TRUE character. I'm guessing what you probably saw from that person was the "nice guy syndrome". Yeah, they're nice to YOU, they'll do things for YOU - as long as you're giving THEM what THEY want. They seem like they're looking out for YOUR best interest, but it is their OWN interest they really care about. That's why if YOUR best interest doesn't line up with THEIR interest, they can "take back" nice things they said or did. Genuine feeling or intentions cannot be taken back that easily. But at the end of the day (in that person's mind), you have the underlying intentions ... YOU'RE bad & THEY'RE good.
*Shrugs* I suggest not fretting about it too much, b/c they can be some of the most EVIL MF'ers on Earth. But I don't think that's the first time you ran into someone like that & it probably won't be the last lol. Continue loving yourself - you'll DEF run into someone who can appreciate your understanding & honesty ;-)
Peace!