From Mars

From yesterday Morning.. This shit puts me on another level, to be honest it was a level I feared..for months. I don't fear it any more. It strikes that dull ache no more. Actually I lied, it does..shit feels like absinthe..cept I've grown used to the burn. Anyways.. I've been in my head again, a lot. Off and on. It's kind of easier when it's off though..like that light switch. I feel like come next week when school starts everything is going to get turned up a whole bunch of notches. I'm going to have to regain some serious focus. And even more so lately I want to be alone. I wasn't ready. Maybe, just maybe that's why I'm back at peace with the music.