Been a while

It's been quite some time. I haven't had a whole lot to say, or rather I do but it comes and goes so quickly.
I've had three surgeries on my leg since I've been gone.
I put on a bit of weight while in recovery and feel disgusted.
I was cleared on August 5th to resume my regular activities so I am ready to get back into the gym.
I'm unhappy with myself.
School starts in two weeks and I'm looking for a place near the campus.
Work has been hectic and I don't really like it but I will deal with it, everyone on my team seems stressed out.  And I don't think I get the praise I deserve but what else is new.
Underwhelmed.

On another note. I don't love these hoe ass bitch ass men.
No no no no no.
I wish every last one would not come back over and over.
The shit is ridiculous.
Forget me. Forget my name. Forget my number. Forget every last bit of every remnant.

I'd learn to live with so much. I'd learn to deal with so much. I'd learn not to take so much.
I'd hate it all.