In Vein

Kind of annoyed I had a whole bunch of stuff written out and it didn't save but I guess it was meant to be.
After some thinking I feel rather in between about a particular situation.
Not sure how I really want to pursue it, if that.

Part of me is going numb and then part of me is all feeling some stupid type of way.
I really wish things could be exactly how I want/would like them to be.
Of course that's wishful thinking.

I want those peaceful moments with you
where we just sit in silence
the world is filled with so much noise
I rather sit speechless with you
near you, next to you
I want to wake up next to you
I want to just be there with you
I want to be able to be closer to you

Such wishful thinking
Such wistful thoughts
Such silliness