Jager

Jager makes for a very angry Jerzee baby
and I had no idea until last night
I went ape shit last night...afterwards thinking NO NO NO NO NO
I said some really out of line things and I'm still attempting to wrap my brain around it.
My bad, my mistake, I apologized and you know what it is what it is.
Whether I get forgiveness or not is not up to me but what can I do now?
Not shit. I did think hey maybe this was God's way of telling me something.
Who knows. What's funny to me is the amount of emotion evoked.
I had fell yes sure but just too hard too fast too soon.
My friend back home even said something about my behavior.
I don't get wrapped up in people like ever.

"you know everything can't be controlled for a reason, keep faith in yourself and have no regrets. Control what you can and fuck the rest."

so to forgive me or not to forgive me..