Rambling again

So tell me when'd you lose your innocence?
When'd you lose your present tense?
The motions we all go through
is there a purpose for us to reminisce?
What about the intent? What about the relent?
Got washed up on the shore without a reason or a sacrament.
What about the aftermath? What about that woman's wrath?
The grapes been sour far too long
for you to even try to make wine of that.
I won't try to take it, won't bring it back
the sake of heart is what we all would lack

I was irritated as hell yesterday cuz one of B's friends from Durango kept callin me and callin me so eventually I got out of work and called him back like look dude, I'm not with him..he ain't wit me. And then I was probed with "well what happened..but you were all he talked about..why would he leave you.." yadda ya. I was like dude, here's his number you can hit him up. I let B know that some guy was hitting me up lookin for him and at first he said he wasn't gonna hit him back but I was like he can't be calling me especially cause I was with my dude and I wasn't tryna have him feeling any type of way either.  So he ended up sayin he was sorry and would hit him up. Later that night B was still talkin to me about how he and I was just a matter of bad timing. I told him nah it wasn't. The outcome wouldve been the same regardless.  He also said he got served a protection order against/from Keesha that she bruised her legs and try to say he did it. WHATEVERS!

Right now..I'm cool on everything and everyone.  So many people so full of bullshit everywhere all around us all the time. Even when you least expect it. Even when you hope for the best.  Even when you're positive majority of the time you get faced back with bullshit.  I'm good I'm cool. Back on the bullshit..back from the bullshit and back to the bullshit.