Enemy

B done lost his mind. I was so sleepy and he was talking to me about how he has court on the 19th but plans to run and was talking about how he was thinking of asking his one cousin if he could come back out here and I was like dude don't ask me anything I don't talk to them so I don't know, I don't fuck with them at all.  I did tell him that they probably would just try to use him just like before.  Like leeches. He called me and I remember the phone ringing and I don't have his number saved so I looked at it and put it back down. and next thing ya know I wake up with these texts from him he was callin' me his love and shit. I said to myself "NO NO NO NO NO NO NO" I thought about telling him this morning that he should just turn himself in and do his time instead of running and making things worse. Idiot.

He better not come out here..I'm not helping him. Before he got his phone cut off he was tryna ask me about sending him money smh..I didn't respond and he didn't mention it again since.  

I brought up being like Carlos again and how he thinks he's just gonna talk to me in his manipulative way and wedge himself where he doesn't belong and expect me to cave in.  I said it before he isn't going to pry himself back to where he doesn't belong.  I'm not throwing away everything for something/someone so stupid.  The fuck I look like.  I listen. I always listen.