Nails

Ever get a piece of information that you feel like would just change your whole life forever.
Even if it doesn't affect you in any way shape or form.
Something that catches you so off guard that you suddenly feel the need to catch your breath.
That puts a knot in your stomach, makes you feel nauseous.
And makes you fight back tears with that lump in your throat.
But this is fate.
This is what is meant to be.
I just feel like wow.
All nails hammered into the coffin.
I, I just can't believe it.
I remember when we were young and crazy about each other and I still have both rings he gave me.
I remember all the promises.
The rings that were supposed to represent Hope and Faith.
He was the only man I ever said "I love you" to.
And now he has a daughter.
Why do I feel like this?