Your heart hurts, mine does too

After going back and forth battling Granulomatous eningoencephalitis (GME) for the last 14 months our Gizmo's health took a turn for the worst and he had to be put down today. Unfortunately my mom was not at all expecting to have to to this today and especially by herself while Tom and I were at work. I didn't know this morning was going to be the last time I would get to see him alive. My heart aches and I hate the pain of losing the good friend that he'd always been. This sucks.