Bittersweet

On one note, Sometimes when things go good there isn't much else to say about them. On another note, (In regards to Gizmo) Last Thursday I was at a traffic light and looked to my right to notice a small spot of a rainbow. I wanted to take a picture of it but the light turned green and I ended up with a crappy shot through my dirty ass glass. Then I continued on my way and then stopped at a QT for a xenergy and then went back on my way...I got onto the highway and right in front of me is that same rainbow spot. I thought to myself "I wonder what that means" Friday night we came home and my mom had said Gizmo had been throwing up all day and that he had diarrhea. He didn't even move from the same spot the entire day. We were all pretty worried because one week prior he had relapsed but with a heavy dose of drugs he had been looking better. Saturday she took him to find out 2/3's of his kidneys were not working. My mom had to put him down by herself. Saturday I read something on a facebook page dedicated to dogs that had lost their battle to G.M.E. it said that the animals go to a place called the "Rainbow Bridge" when they pass and that's where they eventually are reunited with their owner (ect.) Far fetched? Could be but it is a nice coincidence. Back to the first. It's really nice to have met someone that I feel like I've connected with on every level. We see just about completely eye to eye. Since day one. And when we met it was like we actually had already known each other a long time. Things just fit perfectly. And talk about happy. Unlike other things with other people in the past where I felt like I had to force myself into the situation (uncomfortably at that). No, this has been a real genuine sense of being at ease. It's truly turned out to be a lovely experience. My only downfall would be not having as much freedom in my house as I'd like. I'm working on it though. Hopefully with everything else falling into place things will just pan out for the better, with a little help from patience, understanding, and compromise.