I take nothing back that I have said that has been said and that can be said.
Although I did SERIOUSLY consider it yesterday.
Anyways shall we..
First and foremost strange few days people coming..going..reappearing..I don't want to get into most of that or at least not at this time.
I got a/the letter today in the mail, five pages.
The best part I would say had to be in the "interception page" it said "Who better than for me to go to? Nobody I can think of regardless, nobody's better than the captain.."
It's what seemed to me like a guilt trip. Overall. I'm the captain..he said so himself and it's funny that THAT is what bothers him so much.
"I can't but find it more bothersome than usual =| I've heard it before, I know I have but even though I can't put my finger on it; It seems to be something I can FEEL from you rather than just hearing 'I DON'T GIVE A SHIT'"
Boy oh boy...after everything who could possibly blame me.
One of my close friends from back home told me yesterday "seems to me like you're just winging it" I didn't deny it. I am indeed winging it. And frankly I don't care. He also said me not caring is me being down about something.
Right about now I'm debating writing back to this letter, I think if I did it'd be a downer for someone who is already down and mmm not sure I feel like doing that. Reckless? Sure I'm feeling a tad reckless BUT not that reckless. I'm not trying to go destroying shit people destroy on their own. That's NEVER been my bit.
Give ANYONE enough rope and they WILL hang themselves.
Listening to some Frank Ocean stuff I have never heard before thanks to www.grooveshark.com
the particular song I've included in this post I just really like the beat, I think it's pretty catchy.
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