Dashboard Confessional kind of day

Screaming Infidelities
This is karma biting me in the ass
Or slapping me in the face
The reason I am constantly running
Infliction
I was reminded again of someone else's behavior
Who would create distance before crushing me
But I can't let you see it
Can't let you know part of me wants to forget how it all ended
Cause when you do kiss me it's with every ounce of you.
No, it's me. I kiss you with every ounce of me.
Like I would never get this moment back again.
And I sit here choking on these words.
These thoughts
These remnants of everything
Dashboard Confessional playing on the phone
Speaking loudly to these choked up memories and condemned wishes.
I remember feeling a sincere hate for you.
I let you in
you were the last person I let it
And here we are with the occasional linger
And now my body hurts from my selfish needs
And the reason drops begin to set in
Predictive weather of my mood
Not to let it get the best of me
I let you get the best of me
You had
Had the best of me
I'm stuck with the rest of me now
The best deceptions
"You're calling too late, you're calling too late..."