Blast off..

Dynasty. I haven't talked about him in so long.  Pretty sure he hasn't come up as a subject of this blog just yet. Or it's been a very long time. I normally wouldn't refer to him as "Dynasty" because that's who he was when we first met. Man it was so long ago.  So young and naive.  LOML. The shit we went through. Anyways. We ended up eventually growing apart after the bullshit and the drama and me moving and him leaving for Korea.  It had gotten to the point where he didn't talk to me or he BARELY did.  If he did it was usually to scold me for not making a car payment on time or something related to our car loan.  So it is to my understanding that he's home now..for now and that he'll be off to Texas soon.  Any anyways..I had a couple missed calls from him and immediately thought "Oh what are you going to yell at me for now!" Me being stuck at work I sent him a text like look I'm working right now. He texted me back saying that we need to talk. I told him if he's going to yell at me for anything I don't want to talk to him.  A few hours later he told me to shut up and that it was something else and that he's "okay" with me now. -___- honestly I think that's bullshit. He only ever wants to scold me and would rather have nothing to do with me but is unfortunately stuck with me in for the time being at least til I finish paying off the car.  ::Sigh::  so I let him know I wearily can try to call him when I get out.  We'll see I suppose. If he starts on me I'll probably just hang up. I don't want to deal with it. 

So a few days ago I talked to B..told me he was thinking about me or rather he heard a weeknd song and it reminded him of me.  Then Thursday afternoon he called me venting, which I don't mind although he kept saying "I know you don't care" over and over.  I mentioned briefly the state that I'm in where I just can't/don't want to be involved with anyone pretty much in any way shape or form.  He said it's because "He's my guy" or "He's the one for me" or some retarded bull na na like that.  

On to other things. 

I'm waiting on my XO hoodie to come in the mail. That shit is lost in the mail.  :(