December 4th

I'm laying here feeling somewhat foolish...
I feel like I want so much...
maybe I want too much.
But I feel like I'm in this alone.
The emptiness is not me it was you.
I want to feel feeling from you.
Not the kind that she envokes either.
I want to feel strong passionate love.
I have it in me to give all of myself
but I would want that in return
and I wouldn't give that to anyone else but you.
That's how I feel it should be...
selfish maybe.